Welcome To A Sad Reality

Hey guys!
Some things about me:
My favorite colors are blue and black.
I have mixed anxiety and depressive disorder. I have a therapist and psychiatrist , and I have to take medicine for my anxiety and depression. I have been depressed for more than 5 years and I may self harm and contemplate suicide sometimes. Feel free to chat with me if you are going through the same things.
I'm 14 and in the 8th grade. When I grow up I want to travel the world.
I love many people on Youtube! I love Narnia, Harry Potter, Twilight, One Direction, and so much more!! I love My Chemical Romance, Blood On The Dance Floor, Paramore, One Direction, 3oh!3, Snow Patrol, Maroon 5, The Fray, and much much more! I have a huge family.I have 3 sisters and 4 brother, one of my brothers is blind and one of my little sisters has a brain tumor and is in Florida getting radiation. I don't judge and I'm spread out wide! I live in the USA. I want to follow everyone!! :)
x One last thing, I also like your face! x